such a lazy human im~ i admit that im lazy in blogging, thats why i have been stop doing it like ages...
a glimpse of an eye, is already my last sem in the uni life... thats why i must b back to blog, so people and my love ones could keep in touch with every bits of my life.
so im goin to start back with my birthday post and my son's bday post!!
beloved people button has something to type on. lolx
things has change alot. people around changed.. wardrobe changed... life changed... style changed... gadgets changed... attitude changed.... behaviour changed.... time changed....
just got to realize that frens of mine has changed alot.. on the outside it was still her or him... but on the inside...there burried an evil spirit of her or him.. maybe is because of their will desire / passion that made them changed..
new sem has just started.. im now in sem2 year3 d...which means im getting nearer to the hectic life of making money.. whenever im still a student, ppl tend to see me standing in the immature circle.. which no single one will perceived that you are a grown up.. i have tried to defend, but still no one understands.. students arent immature please dont underrestimate them.
whereas in the name of love, i really dont understand this concept that why do men who has girlfrens, still mingle around and cause trouble?
i asked one of my fren, and he told me this.. "whenever men go out and play, they still come home for their wifes, but whenever women go out and play, they will leave with a better man and never come home" hahahaha.... it sounds kind of true though..
life been boring lately, but sometimes is happening... anyway it is not in a flow oso..i want it in a flow.. sometimes bored sometimes hectic..can get brain struck u know :( thats why im blogging now, which u can see the post is not even in a flow..haha im having brain freeze..sobzz..
here i end with my recent look..and my new eyes. :)
SERIOUSLY I need to update my blog. ><" but how to??? with an effing lag line...which DC like every 5minutes!!! but it only stable like 3am in the morning!!!? ohhhh...god. FML..!
been facing sophisticated things lately... can anyone answer me...why it has to b sophisticated to deal with...??? cant it be easy..!!! babymatt told me...to fuck the god..cz GOD made things sophisticated!!! lolx....fucking GOD is a SIN..I wouldnt do tht..:P
whereas on the other hand.. my cells of stupidity arouse again.. wht I did was...controling myself from falling too easily.. the fact is I just dont wanna repeat anything stupid like in the past.. histories are not meant to be repeated!!! I know how to do when it comes to advice others..but when it was on myself.. I just fuck it with stupidity..@@
What I thought thruly was...."we are just friends." I dont see theres any chemis between us.....though v can b effing sweet in cyber conversations. I dont wanna be pushy like other girls...cause I'm different!!!! If he does wants it, he will definitely COME for it. maybe I was just one of his preys.... he is such an insecure piece of shit.... anyway...I miss You
here are the Problems with guys:
If you don't love him, he'll try to win you. If you love him, he'll leave you.
If you cheat, u expect it to be over. If he cheats, he expects to be given another chance.
If you break a promise, you can't be trusted,if he breaks it, he had to. Either way, girls never win.Just face it girls.
conclusion, we girls just have to bear with all this fucking shits...nowonder centuries ago..MEN rules. Wifeys just being pathetics..!! lolx
this is the recent me. sorry for being lost like ages..:P
first of all..Sorry frens, I've not been updating Button lately. And traffics is dropping oso.. Since new sem started....nvr stop doing stuffs before..Slept late all nights.. Dehydrated to the MAXimum!!!...................
just got to be free this few days..and off again to Assignments and research.. Really got to manage my time properly.. Each and Every minutes are just so precious to me now. Just felt like I dont wanna missed anything.
OK back to the title.. Being discriminated alot lately.. Discriminates me
that I am free..[students are free somtimes only!]
That I am Wasting..
That I am REBELious~~!
that I am Effing spoilt child...!!!!!
That i am fucking princess..........
that I am fucking CHildish.............
that I am not considerate...................
That I dont understand the outer world...
that I have got alot to learn....!!!!
Mayb I am more even better than you do.... You are just having....
the King Attitude
The control freak..
the non considerate one..
the psycho one
the MAX egoistic person.......
extremely overly assesive confident piece of shit...
the never appreciate one...
the weird one...
the demander!
the illusioniser.....haha
urghhhh....why on earth you just dont try to understand simple stuffs. but yet you always says I dont understand..!! yala..I am dumb. a DUMBass. You are the one who dont see the world Differently... Always base on your concepts...
The Drama Queen is not happy now~~! T___T And shes always out to clubs to destress..IS NOT a good thing you know.
lastly STOP discriminating..try to respect a little, and mayb you will see the world differently and REALISE of how beautiful the world is....=.='''
hmmmm...ends of sad cases.. here are some pictures of the BACK TO SCHOOL night at Barroom.^^ Everytime ppl heard of this event they will tink of..KAWAII cute japan students with flip skirts and Bows.. If theres students there should b teachers too right? Guess what..drama Queen dress as a Teacher.. And for sure shes with a ruler to do some punishment..and a pencil for demerits jot down..haha here are some pictures... Forget to bring my CAMEra..and just few pics of me..sobzz..
how was my oufit ppl..?? lolx. ok ppl...gotta chao d..... i swear I will update more..
tangible and intangible wanted stuffs... As in How do we get Tangible stuffs...? and the answer is all bout MONEY $$!! Whereas intangible would be something that you feel with ur heart not something that you feel with ur senses or something that can be seen.
Humans just had not enough of the stuffs around them..though is already alot enough.. hmmm...maybe that all humans are greedy.... like me..i am effingly greedy in everything......but mostly it kenot be food cause I dont wanna be obesse..! haha..^^v
Tangible stuffs I wanted badly..
More gorgeous outfits. cz I want to be "dressed to kill" haha..
a LG crystal fon..but I already got a BB.
a collections OF all sexy colors BRAs..haha. been tempted with triumph newest butterfly bra..lolx
an EYE job...effingly sick with my single eyelid eyes..aiks.
A vaio netbook.....vaio lappy been not good lately. sobzzz..
A set of new bedroom furniture..must b all in white..
MORe heels!
Actually tangible stuffs was not that I really whine for..I could just get it whenever I wanted to..if thrs $$$$$!!
but actually is all bout intangible stuffs that I really wanted....somehow..is hard to get. you cant get it with $$..
wanted a Cuddle in a cozy night.
someone to care when I am down.
just wish tht ppl could Only chill with me for sometime but not clubbing.
a heart to heart talk!!!!
HOnesty..
true Love..........
someone to miss me often..instead of me missing them.
being appreciated by tht someone.
having more understanding frens.
Fantasies!!..^^
wanted a REsponsible yet sourceable grpmate......!!!!!!
a SweetHeart.
a reliable person...i dont wanna b the one to rely on..but relying on someone is NICE.
some attention...and everybody will like.."wheres Shan!! how is she?" if iam being MIA..[missing in action] ^^
lastly..LESSER annoying people...please.........!!!! life being miserable with them..aihh..
as you can see..I am kind of Demanding girl... I demand alot of stuffs which...not everyone can fulfill it... the most I demanded for was HONESTY but..in the world now is everything bout REALITY.. everyday you will just get reality hit....and it make u go like this ".................................." and I called that Brain Freeze.. but then...being cruel wasnt tht nice..ppl just talk behind ur back.. but what I did was always the best for ALL..not my ownself........... I hope sem reopens..theres some changes..which I will appreciate it.. last sem still there is disappoinment.... maybe its always beyond my expectations.. I will try not to be cruel...................................but please be Gan Jeong with the works.. I dont wanna b bad..and I will be nice. lovelove.
Not blogging lately... Sitting infront of Lappy and TV everyday....but not blogging Missing someone lately....but not blogging bout it. Having mind Gaming recently...thats why not enough brain cells to blog. Conclusion...enjoying Holi Day....so blog after Holi Day.^^
but it was tiring and boring.......... tiring due to those mindgames......... boring due to...I have NO DATEs..T___T
Maple Darl..is preparing for her Exams in Kayelle.. Carmen Baby is Sick like hell......................................... Seeyan Dear has been MIA lately................................... Pohsim is in Genting working her ass off!......................... Justin is in lokap aka HOME................................................... TengTeng do no doing wht...seems like having Rehab..hahahah.. Susu got no $$$ to shop with me........
Been thinking of all this stuffs lately..but did not realize that I need to head back to the Hell place in not more than 2weeks...Wtf man!
Sems Reopens equals to...
Coping with new syllabus.
Getting an idea of new subject.
be Prepare for On the Spot presentation.
Choosing Team member. i guess is mean Snatching! lolx
Get ur Team ready and is assignment time.
Impress ur Tutor.
Tutorialsssss.
Wake up early in morning.
Stuck in kampar!
Scheduled time for Kampar frens and Ip frens. aihhh...
Always find for transport back to Ipoh. [baby! haha]
Be a bad Person. Rushing members to finish work fast!!! Complaining. [ppl just dont like it. but I have to b like that if not..v are not gonna b on time for submittion of works..! >"<]
Worst Job still...the Editor!
Praying hard for Frens to get car stickers. no need walk to school.
Lack of Sleep.
Time to b back into the Sin practice. lolx..
No Homecook food. living in the hell of Maggi. haha..
Hell Right??? hmmmmmm.... What to do...is the life of studying.. and i am so gonna miss it when i am bout to work in future. Craiiiii....!!! Being a student was fun.. you could enjoy student PRICE student Privelleges student HoliDays...
hmmm....mind me crapping. cz i really dono wht to blog. guess being lazy was a Sin tht i am in love with. heee....... lots pichas to upload..but all are in FB.. pergi FB tengok la..k. ^^
Anyway...I miss you, I miss him, I miss her, I miss them, I miss us and I dont wanna miss a thing.
babyBUTTON...? shan? honeystarsQueen? cyrus?..alot more..
this typical girl here with a bling stud and a sakura body art is DAring in all kind of stuffs except DEATH!!
Though she is DARING but life's always has its limitations. Creating drama is part of her life. Without drama she will be dramaless which is equals to lifeless.^^
BTW. FYI. I hate JUDGINGs!! exceptions to my BFFs.
