Wednesday, September 30, 2009

MakeuplogyOne

At last the day has come to an end.
And its the start of my reborn day after the 21days in hell!! weee~~~!!
It will be also holidays, vacations [maybe bangkok or hatyai], outings with babes, clubbings, updating blog on time, not to forget for some dramas lolx, rotting, facial & treatments and shoppings [which I just did on the last day of my exams with mom which I always claim her as my walking BANK].

Since Mom sees me suffering during exams which I did cried over the phone during exam days. She granted me two pairs of shoes and a belt and also a Dinner at Takahashi. lolx. With the birthday card I got from Padini I was given 30% off. The first thing goes thru my brain was HEELs...!! So right after I got back from that LousyTown kampar..straightaway Mom and I headed to Jusco for Dinner and some shoppings.

Talking bout the last paper which is Business Research, was a disaster!! I thought it will be more than 50% analysis and hypothesis stuffs but it came out more than 50% "minor theories". ><" Minor eyyy....!!! which is those definitions in the notes which we usually ignores it...because its normally MINOR. Aiks....and guess what...??? I was so Clumsy to left my whole stack of notes in the Uni without knowing it till I got home. Hopefully I pass that paper so that it will be worth it for me to left the notes...*pray hard* >_____<"

On that last day my paper starts at 2.00pm, but I dont have the heart to study because ITs LAST DAY PPL!!! ^^ What I did was spending my time to camwhore and makeup [trying to cover my pimples and looks the best for last day.lolx.].
Maple usually named me Camwhore Queen and I usually dont admit that hahaha...because there are lots ppl out there do camwhore way more than me. lolx.

here some pichas how to get a simple look just nice for anywhere..Oops..not dinner or Glamour la. ><" hahahah..


What I need everysingle day was this. Its like would be dying if I'm without it. lolx ><"


Its an eyetalk. Thr's once baby ask me....."wht is this baby???" i answered "its a remarkable thing you would ever see, once you put on your eye....your eye speaks...!! hahahaha" baby stared at me with a lame expression....but i was laughing like hell. hahaha...
Actually its an double eyelid glue. ^^ This was the best I ever used. Other than this, all are useless, thy gave me skins allergy cause of the glue was moisturizing-LESS, and too strong for making double eyelid.
What I add on my wishlist was...getting my eye cut!!! ^^ but daddy will definitely wont allow. fuck la. ><" Isnt he sad seeing me without a single eyelid.....??? but I AM REALLY depressed and tired. T_T


Getting my eye and foundy and covermark done.^^


These are what I usually used for my face and lips.
From left : Fasio's foundy, Rimmer's concealer, Faceshop's tint blusher, Lancome lipgloss.


These are for my eyes.
From left: Skinfood's brow, Fasio's liquid liner, MarjolicaMarjoca's mascara, Cybercolor's glitter liner, lash curler


Liners Done . Brows Done!!! ^^


Lashes done...^^

FYI, I do put falsies.. sometimes..^^ falsies are nice, pretty, glamour and FUN.^^
And its time to go for my very last paper..lolx If for others...they will glued their eyes to the notes for the very last moment...but thats not me..^^ haha..


ps: babytoy is already been demolished.dont ask why.^^

Saturday, September 26, 2009

It's Carmen's Day

First of all....
Due to the lengthy Exams I am not able to be at her side on the very special day of hers. ><"
here I would like to wish my

Brilliant Baby Carmen Happy Birthday!!!

[eh..didnt realize when i was typing..its BBC!! hahaha..]

Actually I wanted to post this entry on the day of her birthday.. and the lazy me did it!! ^^ But it was only with a few sentences and the lazy me Quoted to be cont.!! hahaha..sorry baby.><" Mentioning bout baby, I would like to introduce to you the baby I've been mentioning on few of my previous post. AND please.....! dont be mistaken that its BABYTOY ok!!!! lolx. I started to know Baby since Form3 [year2003], where our classes combine during moral lessons. Baby was in short hair "
really really short". As in wht ppl always says BoyCut! lolx. That was the time when Baby started to bring comics to class...and intro to us. And guess what...It was those love comics with "XXX"..hahaha..

Anyhow, Baby was not being discriminated for bringing "such" comics to classes. Somehow, She influenced us. Some of the days after school, we will be like heading to ParksonParade which is our Neighbour....hunting for Comics. lolx...baby you did influence us Eyyy..!!


We were then classmates in our year4 and 5...which was days with laughters and hatreds and arguements and so on and on..


Let me tell you a secret of her during highschool days..*baby I know you gonna killed me* hehehe... Baby has a sickness...its only sickness la...not those kind of disease which in uncurable..haha.. shes now 80% cured.^^ She has this weird daring attitude, which when she see pretty stuffs "stuffs belongs to other ppl"....she has the intention to either cut it or ripped it. can i call those sickness ITCHY HAND? hahahahaha...bsides having the intention, she really DID it. she once cut a frens colorful pencil box with the siccors helding on her hand when shes cutting something. lolx. That time, when I was with really really long hair which I hate it when ppl was trying to ruin my hair...I will like "yerrrrrrrrrr!!!!!" with my nasal voice. hahaha.. but what baby did was dont care..and she will like out of a sudden and ruin the hair.><" we somehow ended bursting in laughter.
Maybe that was Baby's sense of humor..^^ but then I still love her...

After year5 of highschool. baby decided to lock herself at her homesweethome and planted her hair!!!! hahaha.. It grew till shoulder length when we met in college.^^



We even went to the same college, but we headed pursuing in different courses. That was how we were separated for quite sometime. It was also because of she found her truelove and ditched me...lolx *kidding*. We have our very own new frens which we have no time for us. And also that moment, there was this bitch whos always influencing me of how bad Baby is. and I did believe in her with Max.Stupidity. T__T

sorry baby..!! Ohya!!!! this was the time where baby's hair grew and grew and grew, longer and longer and longer.



After two years, we are now bond together again the babyhood. it was suppose to be sistahood but it sounds not good hahaha.. babyhood is better right baby??

Baby now has grown to a much more elegant sexy gorgeous lady.^^ As she always says macam SexBom. hahahaha... Let me describe her

  1. Baby has those loose sexy curls. [It drops all the way down to her waist. imagine the baby before boycut and the baby with long sexy curls now. lolx]
  2. Babys is with a nice figure.
  3. Baby's skin are flawless and fair. [we are always envy of this ><"]
  4. Baby has those mesmerizing eyes. [which makes ppl misunderstood sometimes. haha.. baby you know what I'm trying to tell right?]
  5. Baby has nice Boobs. [did I just mention boobs? Oops..!]
  6. Baby has sexy legs. [which theres ppl did mention it before.^^]
  7. Ohya...! Rabbit teeth. those two cute front upper teeth. hehehe...

ps: during the days of rotting cause of exams...baby keep on complaining that her butt went saggy d. lolx. and shes now off to GYM to lift up back her sexy butt. hahaha


So you can imagine the NOW baby????

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baby don't kill me k? lolx

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Tada...this BabyCarmen!!

this was the curls before she reperm it.
MrsTuen says...it looks natural. but she deny that and perm again. hahahaha
but it really looks better after the re-perm baby. baby can I say lagi SexBom?? lolx


the adorable side of baby.^^
with the tighter curls a month after re-perm if i'm not mistaken.^^






PS :


baby......I think you look good with GD like this...^^ *flattered?* hehehehehe

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

All I Have To Give ♥

Another rainy night. ><"
First of all falling in love with you wasn't that Grateful at all.

From the very beginning I said to myself, I would not fall for you. Somehow when days goes on and on......feeling the way you Tad myhead, the hugs we been through and the conversations we been through....Though you seldom response much in the conversation but everyword was like pamperation to me.

Mayb to you it was just Customer Service and I was just a Nagging Client who is not gonna give you any profit which annoys you..

I may sometimes do particular stuffs which is out of control. You got annoyed and pissed and I cried out of nothing. But it is because of I love you that makes me lose control sometimes.

When the time before I got any serious yet, you were so sweet and caring. We mingling around each other and that does not at all bring sadness. Thought through it, I felt it was all my fault who brought things to be serious and make you got what I mean and what you did was........clicked on the reject button and told me that you doesnt mean to hurt me.

Life goes on..... where I built walls around my heart and then you just tremble it all like no one's business.

You joke to me you love me, I was half happy half clueless, cause I knew that wasn't true and I just dont want to know that it wasn't true at all. I dont have the feeling of facing the fact.

But by the time I am not, the Fact just goes right infront of my face and forces me to accept it by poking needles into my heart and tears just rolls down my cheek and days went gloomy. You know that I am such a Fool thats why you were bored and you fool me with that.

If now you fool me with that again, I would just have tell you this "Fuck off mylife!!!! Go get a Fucking life of yours!!!"

You have empty out my love until it's all gone...But my feelings for you still shows. You made me so confuse that I should hate you or miss you? should I slap you or hug you?

Sometimes I just sit by and think of something and all I thought was the soul who has disappeared infront of me, who has lost his way back, who used to be who he is which is not wht he is now.

Above maybe only words, but there are aloads of feelings burried underneath. It is pretty clear that I have already wrote out the reason of loving you til now. Nomatter how much you been hurting me and how many times you been fooling me.

Seeing you been so emo lately makes me felt even worst! I guess you are in the situation I been before. It felt awwful right???

I had always wished...............
  1. I wish I could be the one who can cheer you up but that wasnt me.
  2. I wish I could give the world to you but mylove is all I have to give ,
  3. I wish I was the one you picked but somehow you were the one I chose,
  4. I wish you were my hope, yes you are but you always took it back,
  5. I wish I could bring you laughter but everytime I tried my best you werent responding and
  6. I wish you were all I needed but you are not, I'm not what you want either.

Glanzing at your page everyday, gazing at the profile picture filled with the flawless girl who you love made me felt underrestimated.
And it made me let go off something I wouldnt want to, cause I have learnt that it wasnt meant to be.
Seeing her gorgeous look comparing to myself, I know why I dont even stand the slightest position in your heart.


throught my eyes you really can see how much I love you, adore you, hearts you, need you, and how much you mean to me. ♥



ps: hopefully that you're reading myblog.

Thursday, September 17, 2009

RandomBored.

Its exams season!!!!! and...
eyes got swollen day by day!!
dark circles getting darker n larger soon like a panda!!
face got bloated due to lack of sleep.
stress burdens me everyday..............!!! ><"
but one thing I am glad of is.
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I lose weight..............hehehehehehe..^^
is really proven stress will either gain weight or
lose weight.
for my situation I lose weight if I've been burden by
STRESS..

B.T.W
Kissables are just the right companion during exams.^^
They're not like others [M&Ms, Nips, etc].
Although they are the same though..as in they are still chocs, same colors, same crunchycrunchy.^^
but I found out the difference of Kissables from other brands.
It is that....they may look really colorfull..and remember Mom always say when during out kids times whr we always WHINE for M&Ms..hahaha..

at a groceryshop
cyrus: Mi........!!! *pointing at the choc's area* I want M&M!!!
Mom: NO! come lets go home.
cyrus: I Wantttttttt....*pout* ><"
Mom: I say NO dear. it has lots of coloring n high in sugar not good for ur teeth. do you want nice white shine teeth?...later u will lose all ur teeth.
cyrus: *black face* orh.

The difference is.......the color will not stain on ur tongue or teeth. where else for M&Ms...u tongue will b stain with colors due to the colorings on the chocs fade..even ur fingers will get colored! As for Kissables not even a single color gets to ur fingers or tongue or teeth.
And and and......
the chocs are smooth...it melts right away.><" aiks...I want MORE KISSABLEs....!!!







I guess Kissables is the best choice of chocs for kids.^^ MOM I want kissables!!><"



A random picha of me.^^



11days more to go. and I will be FREE.^^

Friday, September 11, 2009

Stressiology

Exams!
Exams!!
Exams!!!Exams!
Exams!!
Exams!!!Exams!
Exams!!
Exams!!Exams!
Exams!!
Exams!!!!Exams!
Exams!!
Exams!!!Exams!
Exams!!
Exams!!!






hmmmmm......Round1, K.O!


You're qualify to proceed to the next Round!
Round2
[Cyrushan]
V.S
[Operating Management UBMM2013]

on 15th September.
Be ready at E109, 2.00pm noon.
Wish me luck people!!!!

아자 아자 파이팅 ~~~~!!!

ps: editing skills not that good.^^ mind me..hee...


Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Switched her Job.

It was a sudden shock that I no longer crys for you. But laughing on whats happening right nw and before...!!! I really cant stop laughing on the same story came from several channels with different Genres!!! OMFG...what is this now??? competing on Who's Gonna Be Cyrus's next Flim Director!! hahahahahahahahahahahhahahahhahaha......*LMAO*

Let me tell you. That's a bullshit!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Maybe I'm in a craze now. or maybe NOT! >__<" But is funny ey...!! You told me it was FAKE and she told me it was REAL! So...who do I belief now? You or her?....

Aiya.........it does not matters anymore...but then....I am eager to get more versions of different genre same story ey!!...if "You" have time...tell me more Okay??!! LOL......

*pinched myself*
Ouch!!...><" okay..I'm in the real world. and I am here announcing...... "You will always be the babytoy I like to play but toys will get old oneday and value droped! Your value is dropping drastically man..!!! at the moment right now........you are not old yet...but value dropping only...hee.. nvm..I will still play cause you havent get old yet ma!. hahahaha... moreover you are the chosen one among tons of them...Oops.!

why I so sayang you leh.....lets see....cause you are DAMN damn damn notty or.........!!! lolx

B.T.W..babytoy. and F.Y.I......you should be proud of yourself!....ppl do get jealous of you having an owner like me okay! faster....go flattered now!! hahahahaha... who would do all this for you? the answer is ME. who would take pictures with dramatic makeups just to give you a simple bday wish? the answer is ME! who spams your FB?? the answer is ME! who would waste time to make that lovely bento for you?? the answer is ME. ^^v who made you a Handmade bdaycard? me....! who asked you stupid questions? that would be me. Who's the one hates you. scolding you. and then ended up sayang you? the answer is me also. Who treats you as a lovable toy...while others thought you werent? Cyrus do! Who tortures you?..hehe..me.^^v Who blogs about you..?? answer is me. Who makes ppl get jealous of you? Cyrus do! Who puts you in a Circle? for sure you knew who. Who calls you Babytoy? ME la..............who else?? hahahahaha..

Flattered????????? Babytoy I know you are cute and adorable and notty....but not too over okay...!

Okay enough of what's above..^^
Heres something for you.......


Aiya..is just a picture..but I cant deny...I do looks good in here [perasantan]!!^^ *flattered* hehehe



The conclusion is, I switched my Fulltime cryer to a Fulltime laugher! haha...I gets better pay..*wink wink*

Noted: Boys will always be boys.^^v