arghhhhh

line is EFFING lagged for me to blogged.....
gonna update Button soon...I back to home sweet home.


XOXO
lovecyrus.

Things I wanted...

I have been wanting alot of things lately..

tangible and intangible wanted stuffs...
As in How do we get Tangible stuffs...? and the answer is all bout MONEY $$!!
Whereas intangible would be something that you feel with ur heart not something that you feel with ur senses or something that can be seen.

Humans just had not enough of the stuffs around them..though is already alot enough..
hmmm...maybe that all humans are greedy....
like me..i am effingly greedy in everything......but mostly it kenot be food cause I dont wanna be obesse..! haha..^^v

Tangible stuffs I wanted badly..

1. More gorgeous outfits. cz I want to be "dressed to kill" haha..
2. a LG crystal fon..but I already got a BB.
3. a collections OF all sexy colors BRAs..haha. been tempted with triumph newest butterfly bra..lolx
4. an EYE job...effingly sick with my single eyelid eyes..aiks.
5. A vaio netbook.....vaio lappy been not good lately. sobzzz..
6. A set of new bedroom furniture..must b all in white..
7. MORe heels!
   

Actually tangible stuffs was not that I really whine for..I could just get it whenever I wanted to..if thrs $$$$$!!

but actually is all bout intangible stuffs that I really wanted....somehow..is hard to get.
you cant get it with $$..

1. wanted a Cuddle in a cozy night.
2. someone to care when I am down.
3. just wish tht ppl could Only chill with me for sometime but not clubbing.
4. a heart to heart talk!!!!
5. HOnesty..
6. true Love..........
7. someone to miss me often..instead of me missing them.
8. being appreciated by tht someone.
9. having more understanding frens.
10. Fantasies!!..^^
11. wanted a REsponsible yet sourceable grpmate......!!!!!!
12. a SweetHeart.
    
13. a reliable person...i dont wanna b the one to rely on..but relying on someone is NICE.
14. some attention...and everybody will like.."wheres Shan!! how is she?" if iam being MIA..[missing in action] ^^
15. lastly..LESSER annoying people...please.........!!!! life being miserable with them..aihh..

as you can see..I am kind of Demanding girl...
I demand alot of stuffs which...not everyone can fulfill it...
the most I demanded for was HONESTY but..in the world now is everything bout REALITY..
everyday you will just get reality hit....and it make u go like this ".................................."
and I called that Brain Freeze..
but then...being cruel wasnt tht nice..ppl just talk behind ur back..
but what I did was always the best for ALL..not my ownself...........
I hope sem reopens..theres some changes..which I will appreciate it..
last sem still there is disappoinment....
maybe its always beyond my expectations..
I will try not to be cruel...................................but please be Gan Jeong with the works..
I dont wanna b bad..and I will be nice. lovelove.

Hell Days Soon.

Not blogging lately...
Sitting infront of Lappy and TV everyday....but not blogging
Missing someone lately....but not blogging bout it.
Having mind Gaming recently...thats why not enough brain cells to blog.
Conclusion...enjoying Holi Day....so blog after Holi Day.^^

but it was tiring and boring..........
tiring due to those mindgames.........
boring due to...I have NO DATEs..T___T

Maple Darl..is preparing for her Exams in Kayelle..
Carmen Baby is Sick like hell.........................................
Seeyan Dear has been MIA lately...................................
Pohsim is in Genting working her ass off!.........................
Justin is in lokap aka HOME...................................................
TengTeng do no doing wht...seems like having Rehab..hahahah..
Susu got no $$$ to shop with me........

Been thinking of all this stuffs lately..but did not realize that I need to head back to the Hell place in not more than 2weeks...Wtf man!

Sems Reopens equals to...

1. Coping with new syllabus.
2. Getting an idea of new subject.
3. be Prepare for On the Spot presentation.
4. Choosing Team member. i guess is mean Snatching! lolx
5. Get ur Team ready and is assignment time.
6. Impress ur Tutor.
7. Tutorialsssss.
8. Wake up early in morning.
9. Stuck in kampar!
10. Scheduled time for Kampar frens and Ip frens. aihhh...
11. Always find for transport back to Ipoh. [baby! haha]
12. Be a bad Person. Rushing members to finish work fast!!! Complaining. [ppl just dont like it. but I have to b like that if not..v are not gonna b on time for submittion of works..! >"<]
13. Worst Job still...the Editor!
14. Praying hard for Frens to get car stickers. no need walk to school.
15. Lack of Sleep.
16. Time to b back into the Sin practice. lolx..
17. No Homecook food. living in the hell of Maggi. haha..

Hell Right??? hmmmmmm....
What to do...is the life of studying.. and i am so gonna miss it when i am bout to work in future.
Craiiiii....!!! Being a student was fun.. you could enjoy student PRICE student Privelleges student HoliDays...

hmmm....mind me crapping. cz i really dono wht to blog.
guess being lazy was a Sin tht i am in love with. heee.......
lots pichas to upload..but all are in FB..
pergi FB tengok la..k. ^^

Anyway...I miss you, I miss him, I miss her, I miss them, I miss us and I dont wanna miss a thing.

xoxo
Cyrus
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