Define - Forget.

Everyone has always wanted to forget something that hurt them the most or sad stories or awful stuffs. We sometimes says you've to forgive to forget, and forget to feel again. Its easy to say to forget something but is hard when you really wants to erase it. We forget something sometimes is because that something isnt that important....

less words less letters less typings....
Lets see the definitions of Forget in Dictionary.com

1.	to cease or fail to remember; be unable to recall: to forget someone's name.

2.	to omit or neglect unintentionally: I forgot to shut the window before leaving.

3.	to leave behind unintentionally; neglect to take: to forget one's keys.

4.	to omit mentioning; leave unnoticed.

5.	to fail to think of; take no note of.

6.	to neglect willfully; disregard or slight.

.......but why I cant forget you is because you're important. People asked me to just forget you and mybaby always says "who cares??". My mind would set up these words "who cares??". and It's like my mind knows what is right but my heart is being retarded and still cares. If forgetting you is that easy, there wouldnt be these words "I miss you!". It would be a pleasure if I know you're missing me too. but you're not. and I know you wouldnt be mine. I wish I had the guts to walk away and forget about you. But, I can’t because I know you won't come after me, and I guess that's what hurts the most.
I thought I'd forget you, but I guess I forgot to. Because from the very beginning you have planted on my heart a flower named "Forget me not!".

Forget the times he walked by, Forget the times he made you cry,
Forget the times he spoke your name, Remember now your not the same.
Forget the times he held your hand, Forget the sweet things if you can,
Forget the times & Don't pretend, Remember now he's just your friend.

Time will make you forget me but time will make me love you more than before. You have always asked why would I fall for you that much?? I have always answered you...there's no reason to fall for someone and it is always an unacceptable answer for you. heres a better answer I got in my mind "Because I believe when people say love is blind...I must have been blind to love a person like you". You have not blinded my eyes, but you've blinded my heart. I Love You is only 3words, but why does it worth a million? then could you answer me this?? and also why am I afraid to lose you, when you're not even mine? In conclusion, I hate you for not even letting me to have you. and I guess I will love you then. Is like you kick him off the cliff and ran down and catch him back. or You wanted to slap him but you kissed him.If You Really Love Something Set It Free. If It Comes Back It's Yours, If Not..It Wasn't Meant To Be. The End.

Toylogy for Dummies

First of all..do you have a toy??? supposingly...you will thought of Toys when we are still in childhood time..!! ^^ but for Girls like us at the age of early 20s doesnt not play barbie anymore mydear...... we play Toys!! living toys! who does has feelings!.. :) hehehehehe...

These toys can be stubborn, adorable, cute, lingering, a kind one, NOTTY ones (like mine ><"), good, too good, complicated, irressistable, weird, funny, sweet, sensual, and what so ever la....just that they are really cute and adorable and notty which makes you wanna torture them LIFELY! hahahaha...

Less words...Less talk..Less crap..may we proceed to the ultimate toylogy for dummies:-


Lesson 1
+ Present your Toy a Torturelogy. You must be wondering...........................................

smack him???

hit him....????

pinch him....????

fight..?????

hmmmmmmm....no no no no..!



What you should do is......... Spam his FB's wall, fill up his page with your face!!
he will get annoyed and got suffocated*evil smile* kekeke.. ...
FB is such a declaring place. dont you agree?? no privacy pun...><" there's "highlights" "notifications" "updates"...."tags" and so much more..Fuck man...!!
B.T.W...babytoy i know you likes it. hehehehehehehehehehehe

But one thing...you wouldnt wants him to hates you right?? so dont get too over.....
Just spam whatever you like. love quotes. i miss you quotes. sweetlove quotes...n so on.
You can get them here.^^v *peace*


Introducing to you an example:-
my *SPAMMING* towards my BabyToy!

I spammed babytoy like almost 20+++ posts. which I fills babytoy's page till no one else face but mines!! hehehe....

see!!! proven!!! my face only! hahahahaha...

scrolling down...here comes my FACE again.!! huhu

and finally babytoy response to my spam. and babytoy is kinda MAD. Oops...sorry babytoy! I didnt mean to do that. *puppy eyes* I just cant resist to ""sayang"" you by spamming your wall.!! ^^v
babytoy was like so so so mad. hehehehe...
In conclusion, mission completed! The investigation on Torture using FB is successfully completed and it can be officially calls "Torturelogy"!

Noted: Once you investigates something that name will be added "logy". eg: if you investigates social. it is call sociology! ^^ and here I officially introduce to you all TORTURELOGY!

ps: he is a Toy, a Toy which i likes to play alot.

Happy Birth Day!

Fresh air,

Fresh idea,
Fresh talent,
Fresh energy,


Here I wish you, myBirthdayBoy to have a.....

Special Sunday
Marvelous Monday
Tasty Tuesday
Wonderful Wednesday
Thankful Thursday
Friendly Friday
Successful Saturday...

and last but not least Happy Birth Day Dear!

Issues by TheSaturdays <3

Sometimes I feel like I'm going out of my mind,
Boy the way you do me is a damn crime,
But then you smile at me and it's alright,
With you there ain't any in between...

Every time that I walk out the door
I tell myself I can't take it no more
There's a part of me won't let you go
I keep saying yes when my minds' saying' no...

Me and my heart we got issues
Don't know if I should hate you or miss you
Damn I wish that I could resist you
Can't decide if I should slap you or kiss you,
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues
We got issues, issues, issues.

It's Awful, boy you leave me hangin' for so long
You empty out my love until it's all gone
You change the words but still it's the same song
I'm tired of the melody


Change my number and throw out your clothes
But my feelings for you, it still show
I keep building a wall round my heart
But then I see you it all falls apart...


Me and my heart we got issues
Don't know if I should hate you or miss you
Damn I wish that I could resist you (damn I wish)
Can't decide if I should slap you or kiss you,
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues
We got issues, issues, issues.

Why fight it, Can't hide it
Truth is I think I like it
Confusion, illusions
Still I don't know which way to go,

Me and my heart we got issues
Don't know if I should hate you or miss you
Damn I wish that I could resist you
Can't decide if I should slap you or kiss you,
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues
Don't know if I should hate you or miss you
Damn I wish that I could resist you
Can't decide if I should slap you or kiss you,
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues
We got issues, issues, issues.
We got issues, issues, issues
We got issues, issues, issues

Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues
Don't know if I should hate you or miss you (I don't know)

I just wish that I know whats happening and what you're thinking.
But somehow I just decided to Flung all away. I need a break!!
Me and MyToys we have issues. LOLx.

Cheerup.^^

Linger by Cranberries

If you, if you could return, don't let it burn, don't let it fade.

I'm sure I'm not being rude, but it's just your attitude,
It's tearing me apart, It's ruining everything.

I swore, I swore I would be true, and honey, so did you.
So why were you holding her hand? Is that the way we stand?
Were you lying all the time? Was it just a game to you?

But I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger...
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

Oh, I thought the world of you.
I thought nothing could go wrong,
But I was wrong. I was wrong.
If you, if you could get by, trying not to lie,
Things wouldn't be so confused and I wouldn't feel so used,
But you always really knew, I just wanna be with you.

But I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger...
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

And I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

sorry to tell you all. I'm learning to let go. I would rather love myself more.^^
I've decided that Idontwanttoloveyouanymorelighterboy!
This is what you wants right?? So please dont come back asking me foolish questions again. I really dono What I will do again.
one more thing. I'm Sorry to Myself.!!!

Bentos = LoveShower

Hmmmm...so oh so...Japanese huh!!.^^ anyway..FYI, boys love japanese girls. heres are some tips...make it for your boyfriends or the guy you fancy. When they receive, they will give you the *Awwwwwwww...* look!!! lolx. everyone will be like tht even your mom or dad will be happy if you make these cute bentos for them. Is another technique of how to Shower people with love!! I loves to shower ppl with Love. Ppl are glad to be my frens. cause I always cheer them up!! *flattered* ><"

and some girlfriend just deny it when the poor boyfriends always ask them to cook. They will just give accusses like "Don't ever ask me to cook! I will burn down the whole house! *sweet smile*" or "I can cook. I will cook Maggi for you. hehe.." or "I will try!" [NATO girls which makes their poor borfriends waited for centuries. lolx] ...in the end the poor boyfriends will cook the meal as the girlfriends ask them to do so..sweetly. but what to do...sometimes you really cant deny that guys cooks better than girls.^^ [no offense ppl] Sorry if i make you terasa...! If you did Terasa..means what I'm saying is really True! Oops....I'm sorry to reveal you. ><"


Bentos Ingredients : Food Box:-

Hotdogs [cut into octopus shape]
Hams
Bacons
Japanese rice[if you are making onigiri or sushis] or....
Spaghetti
Asparagus or any other veggies of your choice.
Organic Veggie. [their colors are nice for decorations and bentos is always bout healthy!]
Eggs >> Tamagos
Seaweeds
Edamames
Colorings...[pink always] cause is lovely.^^

here are some pichas of Bentos-FoodBox

this was the berry berry first bento I made.^^ It took me 5hours to complete both food n fruit box.

another simple one for my younger cousin sis. made for her to bring to school. <3>

this was made for my elder cousinsis to bring to work.^^

this lovely one was for him. <3>

Fruit Box:-

Kiwis
Strawberries
Blackberries
Green Apples
Grapes
Cherries
Konyaku Jelly
or any salad mixing
Cherry Tomato

Pichas.....^^

this is match with the very first food box

this was made for him.

The japanese girl here is always hurt by him. Actually it was more than enough already. but I just wan more. cause I'm stuck with the word "Occupy"!!! It was all because of the 4letters.

LoveyoutotheMax myDear.

Fulltime Cryer

Its really hard to predict what you're thinking and what you want. You are giving me hope again and again you take it back. Thru my instinct I know you dont love her. Neither me. you still love your Expiry. I also know that I'm giving you miserable life. I'm Sorry dear. Everytime I sees you I dont wish for any conversation, I just wants to Cry infront of you. But you dont even bother. why...?? a single tear rolls down her cheek, looking right at him just to wish for some pamperation, and all he do was...look away.

After consideration, you're my toy, a toy that I like to play. No toy sharing!!! Toobad...I'm the only child, my Mom pampered me alot.^^ If you really thinks its a game, boy I sure will play with you till the END.!!! Sorry mydear. Anyway you are always my pamperation. You know what makes me happy to the Max right?...

ps: loveyoutotheMax lighterboy!

Coming Soon.

Blogging soon...^^

rmbr I told ya before bout my prettyboy tutor Julian. goin to post some pichas of him soon for you guys to have a look.^^
2ndly, goin to blog bout bento makings
3rdly, my favorite cupcakes
4thly, presentations
5th...my gosh..I have so much post to blog. wtf..!
I have been damn lazy nowadays. shud name myself a new name. in stead of Cyrus lets change to Laysee.^^ any comments?? lmao
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ps: MissYouToTheMax LighterBoy.
below is another pretty gift I present to lighterboy.^^ Its the same thing.the symbol!!




















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Its lollipop again. and this time is 10batang!!! haha The story was like this. It was a challenge for him to finish up 10lolli in 24hrs. [I'm cruel can! poisoning him sugars.*evil smile*] lolx. I came thru this idea..while v were conversing on the phone..It started with..I asked "do you miss me??"
he answered "nope! but somehow I miss the lollipop!^^" and then...v tok n tok n tok n tok....crap n crap n crap....and I challenge him. he accepted...and conclusion DEAL!!! *happy* Frm tht onwards...where ever I go..whenever I see ChupaChups...I'll pick n buy!..nomatter is in Jusco, 7|11, minimarket, Uni's canteen or groceries..!! I bought alot of them..but I could only pick 10best flavors which I thought is best.heee... since I'm gifting again..lets make it pretty again. huhu. Lets not tok much. move on to pichas.

It was made into a LollipopBouquet

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